I'm deeply glad you found better friends and a therapist who wanted the best for you. Oh wow For not speaking up on what I wanted. Pretending I was fine when I was asked certain things I too felt shoxked by Simon I thought was a friend Especially when she had the nerve to talk about what happened, I felt so embarrassed when getting news of it being spoken to someone in my school.
Talking about it as though it was nothing, when it was a horrible situation for me, I still feel affected everyone I think of that night Like shit, I can relate to a lot of these feeling of dissassociation, and hiding the pain and sadness I don't know what it is that makes us go along with what they want And that part where it asks, did they cum? It makes me want to cry thinking about it. Sorry for the rambling, I just feel Thank you for giving me that..
I mean, the last thing I should've done was played this game due to a lot of stuff that has happened to me. I'm so sorry that you had to go through this and that there are many like us that go through things like this.
The disassociation hit me harder than I expected it to. Regardless, this is a beautiful game. I don't know you but I'm so proud of you. You've made something amazing, shared your story, and you've grown. I haven't managed to do those things yet. As cheesy as it sounds, you're an inspiration. First of all, I'm so so so sorry you had to live such a terrible experience. I can't even begin to imagine how damaging it is, how terrible to remember, how wounding I can only relate to the paralysis felt in a particular moment, to the self-doubting, to the fear and the tension, and that is but a fraction of it.
Then again, I do want to congratulate you on rebuilding your life. I'm really impressed and humbled at the massive amount of work you must have done to place trust in anyone again.
To trust yourself, even if you were the victim. To trust your friends, who were trying to open your eyes. To trust anyone else in general Seriously, hats off to you. Lastly, I want to give you a massive thank you for sharing your experience. I won't pretend or claim to understand what it feels like, but at least now I have a glimpse. An extremely valuable reminder for the future. Thank you so much, what a thoughtful and touching comment.
I try not to think about this game too much anymore, because the memories it brings up are painful. Sometimes I think about deleting it so I don't have to see it, and occasionally I get hate mail from rape apologists Yes, they really exist.
My game got posted in an anti-consent forum, so they flooded it with bad reviews and filled my inbox with bile. One person was very angry that I linked my ko-fi account in the description??
I am so sorry this happened to you! If you ever need someone to talk to, please find me on twitter! I'm sorry this happened to you. Thank you for sharing your experience and spreading awareness. No one should have to go through any type of sexual assault. I accidentally found this while browsing for porn, and boy I pulled an Uno Reverse in 0. Thanks for giving us the opportunity to listen to what happened in an accessible format.
It was grim but digestable and made a really clear dialogue. Consent is so important! This sounds a lot like something that happened to me, and reading through it from an outside perspective was really cathartic.
As I was playing it, I have remembered many moments of my life in which communication was failing. Many times I would have loved to be able to pause things, think carefully about what was happening.
I replayed the game multiple times, basically taking it in degrees - I started out by leaving Amy alone, and then my next time I left it alone after the hug, and so on and so forth. It was an unpleasant and impactful surprise when the player character continued to go forth anyway without me choosing for them to do so. It sort of emphasized the non-consensual atmosphere and made it go both ways, to Amy and to the player although of course having a video game character not listen to my input is nowhere near the same experience as being raped.
I also just want to mention that the phrase "You can try to rape me again if you like" really drove it all home for me. It's one thing for a character I'm controlling to rape "someone" but it's on another level to rape "you," never mind making multiple attempts at it. This is a really thoughtful comment, thank you so much for playing.
I think you picked up on a lot of what I was hoping to achieve. There is a point where sexual assault has already happened, and after that it's no longer possible to get a 'good' ending. It's not supposed to be a pleasent game but I'm hoping that future game attempts will be more light hearted! I was not prepared to have to explicitly choose all of this.
For some reason the series of things just has my whole person going "Don't even think about, man! There might be a story there, but at why's cost?! While I'm still not sure what would happen if I tried anything, Amy is safe in bed and sleeping contently.
Heh, this is something which is happening to my friends too. They are excited for my game but a lot of them have their own traumatic experiences so can't actually play it!
It's supposed to be hard to make these choices, so in a way I'm glad you're not finding it easy to play. You got the best ending, though, so go you! And thanks for the feedback. As a game, this is great and it is thought provoking. My feelings on this are obviously going to be different from yours, though.
Trying to fit in with your friend does not fit the definition of coercion. If you are uncomfortable in a situation it's your responsibility to bail.
All that was bad the only part that was good had to be the fucking part and I don't mean the blowjob part still the game was very fun. Look at my name, as you can see this is my porn account. But, the blowjob animation sucks, it is clearly the worst part of the whole thing.
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